The writing of Andrew Smith took me
on a roller coaster ride of reactions to Ryan Dean West and his junior year at
Pine Mountain Academy. And, he’s only 14 years old. While he may be a “genius”
academically, psychologically, he's probably on the same level as many other boys his age, and he was not the teenage boy I was expecting to meet.
Ryan Dean has had to learn to stand-up for
himself, and he’s become physically strong enough to take-down fellow players on the rugby
team and he'll use that strength, when necessary, to defend a teammate when football players start to taunt and ridicule him.
Often Ryan Dean calls himself a “loser,” and even a “pathetic loser,” and while he may not be the cool, confident guy he wants to be, Ryan Dean West is respected by his intimidating roommate and teammate Chas, considered a real friend by Joey, who doesn’t have many, and loved by Annie, his best friend.
Within the first few chapters, I wasn’t impressed. Yes, he was 14 and immature, but I was disturbed his remarks, insensitive comments, and certain behaviors. I swayed between thoughts of "he's a 14-year-old boy; it's reality" to "Ryan Dean is "over the top," and I don't know that he's a good representation of his peers." However, maybe that's the point. Ryan Dean West may reflect the notion that American culture may not be where some of us think it is with respect to acceptance/compassion for diversity and simply for others.
I continued to read the book, wondering when the repitition would end. The repetition never really ends, the circumstances change, and I thought he was ok, Eventually, he made me laugh…out loud, and then what seemed to be a more genuine Ryan Dean West emerged the last third of the story. This new "awareness" comes to be partly by tragedy, partly by maturity, and partly by what seemed to be a sincere concern for others. His words are real. His thoughts unfiltered and reflective; his shock and loss is probably something to which most people can relate. I was saddened by this tragedy, and I was disappointed that it came so late, and lasted only a few pages, in relation to the entire book.
While the story moved, I spent a lot of time wondering what would happen (and why is this book so popular) to the ending being immediate and finite, with a lack of context about the perpetrators.
The story is edgy, and the character one that I hope doesn't represent the "typical" teenage boy today. He's a reason for a book discussion, since I think that Smith could be sending a message about what IS reality versus what some of us would like to believe and hope is reality in the 21st century. One bottom line for me, though, is if I will suggest this book to others or include it in a booktalk. I'm hesitant to do so.